Compassion for a MLCer

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Hey Mach,

In a weird way, the D is something that Im actually look fwd to. For the reason to finally give her what she wants and to legally protect my rights as a father. That is the only thing she sees that Im not giving her.

When I get my place, that means fun time with the kids is back. My weekends/every day are for them. When they sleep over on Saturday nights, that means that their little buts are getting up early on Sunday and going to church with dad so they can see the greatest guitar player in the world play for The Lord and learn that God comes first before ANYTHING!

Financially and legally, Im looking for a good lawyer to take of this. Actually, I have to go for Legal Aid.

When it comes to the kids, she was an OUTSTANDING mother. Even though shes gotten a little careless, Im confident that she would NEVER let something happen to them. My first born has autism. She is keeping up with his Dr. appts and he/they are being well taken care of either by W(sometimes) her mother, or myself.

My problem is, I HAVE to get my place because when she’s out with OM, or she brings him into the house with his friends, I want the kids with ME!

In what light do I want her to see me in?

She WILL see that no matter what the odds are, I WILL overcome. I will show her that I am the man and father my babies need me to be. And, after the smoke clears and if/when she comes to her senses, Im NOT turning my back on her. I will love her forever. And if its Gods will for us to reconcile, let His will be done. If not, I will ALWAYS be there for her.

As far as how other people see me.. all my friends, family and church members know what Im going through. Only in the end of my days will MY testimony be given. As for now, they’ve seen that Ive kept my cool and honored her no matter what shes done. Yeah, Ive lost my temper a couple of times but, Ive kept my cool. And THAT is DEVINE INTERVENTION!
God knows I have Gamma Radiation in my blood :o)