Now its not about her actions towards me, our marriage or the kids. I’m starting to worry about her well being.
I went to counseling yesterday, and we touched on the subject of MLC and OM.
Of course, she told me that W is running on pure emotions and self centeredness. Counselor told me that the OM thing is just a way of recapturing her youth. And for the OM, it’s just a fling for him.
Then, we touched on a subject of personality disorder. Counselor doesn’t know my W so she really can’t say too much about her, but according to what I’m telling her, she thinks she might be suffering from some type of personality disorder. Again, she doesn’t know W but, that’s what she THINKS might happening.
C told me that most DO snap out of it and have regrets and may ask for forgiveness but, doesn’t mean that they will want to reconcile.
C believes that the best choice for MY financial protection is to file for a D to stop all the madness already.
I agree with her.
She then told me that a D doesn’t mean that you are giving up on her.
Well, here’s the scary part about yesterday…
I went to pick up my son to go to the gym and she handed me the D papers. She wanted me to sign the ON THE SPOT.
I told her no. We have to go to mediation and get this done the right way.
With my son in the car and my daughter watching, she screamed out a big FU! She acted like she was going to kick her car and told me to get the F out of the way!!!!
When she pulled out of her drive way, she peeled out, sped down the street where there were signs that say please slow down, we love our children.
As she was speeding down the street, my heart went up to my throat! I was scared that a kid my run out to the street! With the speed she was going, she would of had no chance to move out of the way!
Luckily, nothing happened.
A minute later, I got this text…
“ If you don’t want me dead or in the hospital, U better sign those papers! U cant imagine how much I hate u and your existence!!! I almost got in an accident because of you’re a$$!!! I believe u are an evil element brought to this earth to be a tic to feed your evil unto me!! If you love me so much, let me go, sight the F’ng papers and on with it. I f’ng hate you!!! I cant stand the site of you!!!”
Wow huh?
Now, like Ive posted before, Ive been picking up the kids to take them to school. They have to be there at by 7:45 am. Their school is on the same block as her home. I pick them up so I can have time with them in the mornings.
I get to her home at 7:10. Shes not letting them out the door till 7:50! Of course, the kids are being late to school.
This morning, she screamed at me telling me “ The kids are being late! I got a letter from their school”
I told her that Im there on time every morning and its not my fault that shes not letting the kids out of the house on time.
Guys, I feel like she has me under a magnifying glass look for every reason just to HATE my guts!
Her replay had died down a little bit and now its amped up 100X.
Im starting to get a little worried.
In the words of the great Ozzy Osbourne….
GOD BLESS YOU AAAAAAAAAALLLLLLL!!!!
Me: 37 W: 37 Married Feb 14 1997 Seperated Thanksgiving weekend 2010 No divorce filed yet 1st born son:13 2nd daughter:9 3rd son:4 Trying hard to detach
