Don't be disappointed in yourself. Two years on is not that long in the overall scheme of things. These things come back and bite us at trigger dates.

Just pick yourself up, dust yourself down, and carry on. The pluses outweigh the minuses. Oh, and stop thinking about OW- she really isn't worth the bother of your time.....it was thinking that , that was the only way I could get my H's OW out of my brain. She wasn't worth ANY thought or consideration.

Saffie
me 46
H 46
M in 1986
D20,D18,S16,D13
H's A 01/05 to 07/06
H recommitted to M 07/06
renewed vows 09/06
Going from strength to strength