Giving up is not what I see. Frustration and confusion is what I see in your post.
Don't try to get in his head. Try to get far from him and put time behind you.
When you start to feel like you are not as worthy as OW, ask yourself if you would want to be in her shoes... I think that will be a bad place in short order. The foundation is not a good one...
AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."
