Why did you feel like you had to contact her about this stuff AGAIN? You've said it before in different ways, different times. When you constantly bring it up, it brings up their memories of everything being bad and your fault. Stop that.
That's the reason why the first rule of DBing is to not talk about the R. You keep shooting yourself in the foot when you do it.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.