Not quite in midseason form...yet

[MadeToSucceed]

Last night's DivorceCare discussion class was good. I enjoyed it a great deal. We had some discussion and one of the ladies shared that she had been doing really well with her situation as it pertains to her H and that just when she thought she was in a great place she ran into someone that told her that her H had just been there with a OW. I couldn't help but laugh and share that I had a similar experience this weekend. Goes back to my belief that whenever you're starting to feel secure in something, that's where you'll be tested the most. We had a good discussion about it. It helped to receive some additional reinforcement that I'm going about things in the right fashion as well. I appreciated hearing that. There was one other guy there last night so I wasn't the lone ranger. His perspective helped me a great deal also.

I tipped the scale at 249 today. Haven't seen that since my college playing days. As ashamed as I am to say it, I was 290 on April 21st. I've been feeling better and better. Now instead of clothes being too tight they're too big. I'm going to continue to try to be creative in how I can get clothes that fit without blowing a bunch of money. In a way I kind of want to create a "new look" so to speak. Nothing drastic but maybe now I can wear some of the stuff I used to want to wear. I know that sounds kind of "girly" but I like to look presentable and there were times when I just didn't feel comfortable in my skin.

Today is a light day at work so I'm going to try to knock out a 2 page paper and study for a quiz that I have this evening. I'm also going to speak with my pastor this afternoon so I'm looking forward to that.