Last night as we were getting ready for bed, h made the comment about when to put in his notice for work. I made a comment..."it will be nice to go home again...it will be a fresh start". He looked at me for a moment and said "just because we are going out there doesnt mean all my feelings are going to just go away. I dont want you putting expectations on me."
I was like wow....where did that come from AND thanks for making sure you quash even a tiny hope that it MIGHT be positive.
I didnt say that out loud of course! I just said "i understand..." and went to bed.
One day he says he wants to save our marriage and he next he's telling me not to be hopeful.
Ive only been on a roller coaster once in my life because i was terrified. Mlc reminds me of this lol
