I'm still here x3

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Sorry- didn't have much time to write earlier.

Today my parents had to put their dog down.
He was 18 years old and lived a good, long life. Poor thing was blind, couldn't hear and most of his teeth were missing. The past few months he has gone down hill.
The vet said that his heart was failing, and chances are in a few days they would have found him dead. I think that would be much more devastating. My Dad is taking it pretty hard but I know he'll be ok.

On a positive note, S10 was recommended for promotion in Kuyki-Do. He is currently a green belt and will be promoting to blue stripe.
His face lit up when the master called his name.
He also broke through a board with his hand tonight. I can tell he was pretty proud of himself.
S10 is also participating in a triathlon on Saturday. He did it last year and I was so proud of him. I can't wait to watch him again!

I wish I didn't feel so...depressed. I wish that things were different.
I wish I could wake up and this feeling would be gone.
Sometimes I wish I was a different person.