Yesterday I went to a coworkers husbands funeral. He was 42 and died suddenly this past saturday. In a way, going to the funeral helped me to take my mind off my sitch, as they say, there is always someone worse off than you.
Afterwards, I was working out at the gym when i fell into a conversation with an aquaintance who I hadnt seen in there for a while. Turns out the reason she hadnt been around waa that her husband, also 42, had died suddenly 3 months ago while she was on the phone with him. Again, another instance where your own sitch, at least for a short period, doesnt seem as bad. As I was drving home, I was thinking about my sitch, and how I am fairly certain my w is suffering a classic MLC, but i could never quite figure out what could have been the catalyst, or trigger for her. Then I remembered that one of her best friends at work had died last July of an epileptic fit, in her sleep. She was only 40 and it really hit my w hard. Over the last few months she has frequently talked about her friend, in a meloncohly way. It kind of just dawned on me that this in all probability was the match that lit the fire. Not that it makes a great deal of difference at this point, but it just amazing to me how these things seem to follow a carefully laid out script, oh well, any thougts anyone?
m 54 XW 48 m 12 t 14 bomb 6-11 s 10-11 wife moved to other state 10-21-11 d 9-12
O GOD THY SEA IS SO GREAT AND MY BOAT IS SO SMALL!
