W is moving out.....life goes on...

[In_Shock]

Damn that FB. Ok, I am having a dilemma. Actually, it's not so much a dilemma -- but I wanted to see what you guys had to say. I have never so much as tried to look up OW. I didn't want to know anything about her. I don't ask, and so far all I had heard was something incidental from my boss about her being tall, atheletic and blonde. That was enough, didn't want any more. Well tonight I end up seeing accidentally a pic of her through a mutual friend on that stupid FB. The first person I thought was her was quite attractive and i was....wow.... I certainly can understand the attraction. Then i clicked on the pic and NO--- the, well, not so attractive person in the pic is actually OW. Yes, tall - yes blonde. But...not very attractive.

Now, like I said, it was totally accidental -- but I can't get his woman out of my head. it's like a real WTF moment. I'm no Angelina Jolie for heaven's sake, but I honestly believe I'm more attractive than OW. *for the record, my boss had told me this in so many words, but i thought...she was being kind..... So should this make me feel better or worse? You know what I mean?

Yeah, I know the DB answer is 'it doesn't matter --it's all about you, etc.. etc.... " Yes, I know. But really???? I did not need to see that W is out with someone who really is beneath her.....educationally, physically, etc......

I'm griping. Someone can bring out the 2X4 anytime but REALLY?????? This is the OW????????? If it weren't so f'in sad i would want to LOL @ W's taste.

Sorry, I'm hurt, angry and really having a hard time tonight. I'm getting my helmet. BRB.