Hang in there dude... It's a tough road. I've been in your shoes and I know how you feel. I've also been the OM, before I met my wife, when I was younger and naive to the destruction it causes.
In my situation, I never lost contact with my wife for as long as you have your wife. I'm not sure if that is healthy or not because as her husband you are to lead her and how can you lead her if there is no contact. But no mater what God is in control just follow your heart and follow the word of God.
Just remember to keep your faith and let that faith lead your life and your decisions. Use this message board and the teachings to assit you however pray before making any and all decisions.
