who knows... could just be a "test" to get a reaction from her... be wary of any comment you might make about it...
You know, i never thought of it that way...hmm... But even if it is a test, why i am try to prove myself to her I dont want to sound cocky, but I am a recovering doormat. I am so scared of falling back into my old habits of not speaking up and hurting inside. I feel i'd rather bring it up in a civil way. If she takes it offensively and picks on it, I'll know then that i am not ready for her drama yet.
Right now it is not just about her coming back. I too need to figure out if i really want her back in my life
Yea, should have known about the handshakes. Yup, it way my fault.
BITS M 38 W 36 D 7 Married 15 yrs W left for 6 months in 2009 W Filed for D 01/03/11 piecing now...
