And seriously, I don't like the men out there. I won't be having any man in my life. I don't look at men the same anymore. I tell God all the time, if there is a man for me, you better surround him with rainbows and blue birds and fluffy bunnies because otherwise, I will not be taking notice.
This the perfect attitude to have right now! This is a time for you to spend getting to know yourself and defining Aa35 as a 35 year old woman who is just beginning the life you were meant to have.
Be thankful you get this chance at 35 and not 50 or 55. You have your whole life ahead of you, and you can do anything you want with it.
I know it doesn't feel like that right now. It doesn't for me all the time either, but I do have glimpses of what a happy life can be... more so all the time.
These damaged men we chose to give our love too abused that love, but we allowed them to.
btw, I always tell God that if He wants me to be with someone He is going to have to drop this man right in front of me where I will literally have to trip over him.
Hugs to you
Me 54 DS19 and DS17 Married 06/1989 Divorced 01/2011
