That's a good point, but I feel like I have a lot to prove. I guess I just want his approval. Never had it, never will.
I guess you always want what you can't have.
And seriously, I don't like the men out there. I won't be having any man in my life. I don't look at men the same anymore. I tell God all the time, if there is a man for me, you better surround him with rainbows and blue birds and fluffy bunnies because otherwise, I will not be taking notice.
I guess this is it for me. I'm thinking of getting twelve to twenty cats.
Me: 35 Him: 43 Together: 19 1/2 years 1st Bomb (IDLYAM): March 2011 2nd Bomb (OW): April 2011 He abandons home/bills/everything: May 2011 He's bought a new house for OW: September 2011