25,

That's a good point, but I feel like I have a lot to prove. I guess I just want his approval. Never had it, never will.

I guess you always want what you can't have.

And seriously, I don't like the men out there. I won't be having any man in my life. I don't look at men the same anymore. I tell God all the time, if there is a man for me, you better surround him with rainbows and blue birds and fluffy bunnies because otherwise, I will not be taking notice.

I guess this is it for me. I'm thinking of getting twelve to twenty cats.


Me: 35
Him: 43
Together: 19 1/2 years
1st Bomb (IDLYAM): March 2011
2nd Bomb (OW): April 2011
He abandons home/bills/everything: May 2011
He's bought a new house for OW: September 2011