I really hope I didn't send you into a tail spin with my comment cam. It's just my observation.

Also remember that when I say OP, it doesn't necessarily mean anything physical. It may. May not. It may mean that there is someone waiting. Maybe not. IDK. Like I said. Just my experience.

It should not be the center of your focus. It should be used as motivation. Not something to dwell about.

Pick yourself up. Dust yourself off. Be strong man.

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Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.