well alone, the kids are doing okay for the most part. SS15 has been having a real rough go with all of this. He broke down to his counsillor, and he is afraid that im going to die and leave him. So everyone has had a good long conversation with him. I am feeling better. Not out of the woods just yet, still in and out of hospital. Really [censored] being sick!
My mom is paying close watch on W while she is with the kids. She is usually good for a day and a half, by sunday this weekend, she was twitchy, looked sick and very short tempered. My mom figures its withdrawal, as she cant drink or smoke at my mothers.
The lack of contact for me has been great. One less worry out of my mind righ now>
Thanks for the suppor teveryone, I am reading and catching up on your storeys as well.
