The meds might be making you paranoid. That's also a side effect.
Stop with the negative thinking. She loved you once. It doesn't mean that she can't love you again. Face your fear that there might be OM any way. Let's face it, if she said she was done, then that's the next step. The question is though, are you better than another man?
If you say you know her better than anyone else, start using that knowledge. And let's face it, I'm sure your W wasn't a total saint either. She's human just like you. I'm sure there were times that you were attracted to someone else. It happens. Understand that and move on.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
