Wife no longer in love with me - Part 3

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Thanks Bond.....I just feel with all this talk of a potential OM now that the likelihood of reconciliation is very low if that is the case and she has moved on to someone else.

I am on meds, but they dont seem to do much. They make me feel a bit better, but they don't stop me reminiscing about all the memories of my W and the great times we had together and how much I miss her.
I was nothing like this when we started dating....my W even mentioned on the weekend when I said that I am trying and working on getting myself back to the happy go lucky cam she met in Portugal, she said that's the cam she fell in love with. But she is glad I am doing that for me and not her and it will help me in the future and to live a life without her.
When I hear her say she couldn't imagine being with me again and she doesn't love me anymore, it breaks my heart and any possible hope that we could work this out.
Meanwhile we sit there and get on well, laugh and talk. That frustrates me so much, as there's no animosity and all I see is what we had and could have again if she would have just tried.