hello ellay,
have been reading your sitch, i am new on the board also(relatively). 22 retired Marine. You have friends here, hang in there, stay strong.
Gunny

m 54
XW 48
m 12
t 14
bomb 6-11
s 10-11
wife moved to other state 10-21-11
d 9-12

O GOD THY SEA IS SO GREAT AND MY BOAT IS SO SMALL!