Maybe you could think about this as you are learning to 'digest' those impulses and conquering this one will make it easier for you to do so in the future.
M: 32 W: 29 T: 9 Years M: 4 Years I hit rock bottom: 2/11 PA admitted: 4/11 WAW: 5/11 D filed: 6/11 now: Patience, wisdom, and growth - hopefully.