Wife no longer in love with me - Part 3

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I just organised a private investigator to find out once and for all if my W is seeing someone else.
Made me feel sick doing this, and having to find a photo of her for him......to actually think that this is happening to us is so surreal and depressing.
I'm not sure if I will actually go through with it, but we'll see how I feel in the next day or so.
I know in my heart that if I find out there is someone, then there will be no way I will ever want her back. I will confront her, and then proceed with the legal action asap to remove her from my life once and for all. That is the end for me....I will be done and I will have a lot more clarity.