Pammy Pam! You and I riffed all early evening on MY thread for a change!

That book just might be good, CJ has a foundation in Christianity.

I haate to harp on you, but it doesn't seem so much that you've FORGIVEN yourself, as it does you feel that the ultimate penance has been paid ....you GOT what you GAVE to your first H. What, Pam..were all the other tragedies you endured just the warm up?

I don't think the world needs to work that way, hon. You didn't DESERVE to have David cheat on you and all of this other crap...NO WAY~! I do NOT buy that.

I would HATE for CJ to feel that the only way he can be "absolved" is for me, or someone else, to do the same to him.

Ah, but I'm getting ahead of myself...you mentioned some books that are intriguing, and will probably give me some insights into this painful journey. Again, Thank you!

Shiny