Woke up yesterday morning and immediately thought of W; wondered if she was waking up alone in her bed or with the OM. Not healthy, I know; but it was something I could not fight. I also became angry at the fact I was left with the house full of needed repairs and renovations while she is living in a brand new condo with no maintenance issues at all.
No, it's not healthy. Although you already know it doesn't help you one bit to think about this, this thoughts are very natural. What your W is doing is tons more unhealthy than these thoughts you're having.
I'm glad the Travellers had something going on this weekend. Maybe jbnati will just show up for one of their appearances as a GAL'ing activity.
