This makes a lot of sense to me Pam...of course it is a killer way to live! With this sense of continual penance to be paid.

I may well refer to your journey if and when this topic comes up with CJ...I wonder if he feels that these jobs he's applying for and are slipping away are "payback" of some sort.

Thank you, keep the insights coming, at your own pace and timing of course!...How DID you let it go?

Shiny