What happens next part II?????

[Rick1963]

I know I have to accept what is happening and that W is in control and not me. But I'm in control of my thoughts and emotions. I think when I don't sleep I feel more confused. Last night slept about 6 hrs so I didn't feel so hopeless today. Today I closed my pool and felt sad that I may not swim in it again. W actually helped to put the cover on it. W this morning was acing weird. Looking into space we almsot bumped into eachother in the ktichen but she did not run away as she has been. Won't read into it. Today W said she was going to the barn later with D and would be home by 6pm. Usually this would have upset me but I said have fun and I went to the airport to fly my models. While I was there I called W and asked if she wanted me to cook as she would be late, she said sure just put the chicken in and a pot of water for pasta. I did all the cooking during our time T she began cooking every night for the past 8 years as I get home too late to dod so. Actually I taught her how to cook. Well hopefully tomorrow will be an ok day. Time for video games until they gat home.