Yesterday when H left for work, he told me he would be home between 7-8pm. I was cleaning the house and he walked in around 5:30pm. I was so shocked! I acted happy to see him without over doing it. My D and I had been arguing about her going to a friend's house. When he walked in the door, she was all over him, being sweet and loving. She told him that her friend's parents had invited him over and kept saying how excited they were to see him. She then got out family pictures and started pointing out ones of her and my H. She kept says things like I have always been a daddy's girl. She was doing this because she was upset with me and knew it would hurt me. Finally he took her over to her friend's house, and he didn't get home until 3:30am.

This morning I got up and fixed breakfast for my H and I. Over breakfast I told him that our D has learned to play us during this situation. I told him that the only reason she acted like she did last night was because she was upset with me. He didn't say much, so I let it go. I told him I was going to go shopping today and said he was welcome to go if he wanted to. He never commented on it.

I went to get dressed and when I got done, I couldn't find him anywhere. His vehicle was still in the driveway, and his computer was still on. He keeps his computer locked up tight because of the OW. I was so good, and just walked by it without another glance. I left to go shopping. Normally I would have text or called him to see where he was, but I didn't. It was hard, but I was determined to detach!

When I came home from shopping, his vehicle was gone, the computer was off, and the house was locked up tight. I am beginning to think that he was hiding somewhere from me to see if I would get on his computer. I am so glad I did not.

So far, I have not text or called him. I'm trying not to think about where he is. He may have went to work, but I have no clue. Today I am going to focus on getting the laundry done, and start packing up my things. I still don't know where I am going to go yet. Guess I will be working on that this week.

Should I go ahead and move into the spare bedroom? He says he doesn't want me to, but wouldn't that be a 180 for me? If he really wants me gone, then he needs to get use to sleeping by himself again.