"I'm back to feeling like the only reason I'm standing is because I don't have a choice... and the first (easy) out that comes my way... I want to take it...
And I know that won't change a lot... except that I'll be able to call my W, my X...
The negative mind says to me... "Man... you make a bad choice in your life and it sticks to you like herpes..."
I see you've been in my head...
So I'm off to the gym now, then I'll start to tackle the dozens of house repairs that need to be done.
One step at a time, regardless of what the task is, I suppose...
H 56 W 48 D27,S21 SS25 SS22 Severely autistic M(#2 for both) 9 1/2 yrs. "I've never loved you" 3/7/2011 Separated 8/7/2011 BITS
