DG, I've applied for a sliding-scale community health service and had to get a letter from my employer - so humiliating, but I need some mental health help, I know I do.
CS, you are right, I need to try to find some happiness. My goals need to shift. You are an amazing survivor of having your own heart ripped out, so I know it can be done.
I know I have to look where I started from...not thinking I could survive and here I am six months later. Happiness just seems so far off. It seems years away.
Me: 35 Him: 43 Together: 19 1/2 years 1st Bomb (IDLYAM): March 2011 2nd Bomb (OW): April 2011 He abandons home/bills/everything: May 2011 He's bought a new house for OW: September 2011
