are you sure you can't at least clean up the house so it looks nice and you'd be doing some helping there?
I don't mean to help sell it (but if you do have to sell it, it is best for ALL to get the most you can sell it for)
but to improve your surroundings so you are not so down in the dumps.
It's maybe a piece of GAL?
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