Been feeling down last 2 days, hopeless and depressed. But upbeat around W. She just left with D to go to the barn. That has not slowed down. D asked how my day was so far I said pretty good. W said see you later and left with D I just said have a great time. I have been conflicted because if W really follows throught with the D we must sell the house. The house needs cleaning and things thrown out so it can be shown. W has not done anything in that regards and I guess I will just wait and see what she does. I have not said anything or done anything to the house. I'm very inpatient in the past I wold have by now packed, painted and cleaned and done a million things to get it ready. But I've done nothing but fight the urge. I guess that is a 180 for me.
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
