Spoke with H yesterday again, and actually had a nice talk about some of his lingering questions. Its funny, I thought it was a great talk, and at the time he seemed to think so, too. Later when I spoke to him again I told him I appreciated it and he wasn't as enthusiastic. Seems like he's looking for problems sometimes, maybe to justify what he's doing?
Anyway, I'm dreading the upcoming month, the MIL is coming to town and that always creates problems. She is a total drama queen, and loves to insert herself in all of her children's problems- she does this with all of her children's spouses, not just me. I'm just the current target. She's already started from some of the things H has said recently.
My anxiety levels are through the roof right now. I've got some GALing plans coming up so that helps, but in the mean time I wish I could get rid of this feeling. H is out of town for the next few days so it will be interesting to see if he calls.
Think I'm going to go for a run and see if that helps my anxiety... stress is great for weight loss! Lol, trying to look for the positives!
