W told me she is done & doesn't love me anymore.

[Snowman]

Well I went out to the movies with my buddy and I'm thinking of planning a trip for myself over Columbus Day Weekend since I won't have my son. I'm working through the questions in Chapter 9 to compile a better list of things that make me happy. I think I relied too much on my wife for my happiness and now I know that. Its time to figure it out for me.

My wife did complain about some legos for my son to play with when he is with her so I gave her some from the ones at our home and she complained. I then bought some new legos and put them in my sons backpack so he would have them today when she picked him up and she said "thanks but it is not about us, it is about our son having some of his toys at my house." Wow I can't stand how she is approaching everything. My patience is wearing thin. She waves around the I'm done stick or won't give any sign like it is a weapon. I have been doing better but sometimes she just crushes me. I know she is not sleeping or doing well even thought she tries to lie to the world that she is but people know better and tell me.

I was doing the "The Love Dare" book and sort still was but I'm not sure I will be doing all of it because I need to do the last resort technique which kind of conflicts with it. I really do need to do stuff for me and find my happiness for myself and get over the anxiety of it all. The DB book has been a great resource and book.