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[LisaLost]

I know I was stupid with the three affairs, I regret that every day. But things had gotten so much better for the past few years and now wham this and I dont know if it was the stress of the move or what but I just dont think I can take this anymore. Financially I can't issue an ultimatum as of right now I am a SAHM with 6 kids ages 16-2. Am I right in thinking that he is never going to change? I feel so guilty for believing in him and hoping for my forever family but it was a fantasy.

thanks for the response I need(ed) someone to help me sort this out and not make me feel like a total loser for giving up. I admit my stupidlity and blindness and will not let it happen again