Do I stay or do I go?

[anyhope]

He'll be home tomorrow, not sure if he'll come home after his bday party or during the day on Sunday.
He called on Tuesday and I did not pick up, so he called a few times, both my cell and the home phone before he called my brother and asked him to call me (about all work related stuff) after I spoke to my brother he tried calling again and sent a text which were again unreturned.

The next day he called me again and I picked up. He asked if I ignored him the day before on purpose, I said I did. He asked why to which I said he was not the president. ( I've been saying this to him lately refering not specifically to the president, but in general to those high powered men who cheat on their wives and then give a speech at a press conference of what happened with their spouse standing there looking strong)

So anyways, I said a quick good bye, again he asked why I wanted to hang up so quick, I said I felt like there was nothing for us to talk about. He did tell me a few stories of the trip and said he'll see me at the party. I told him again I wasn't going. He sounds sad about that and I keep wondering if he's sad because I'm not playing the friend part or sad because I'm not playing the wife on standby part.

I did get the apartment right next door to my mom which is ok I guess. Also right next to a huge park so my dog will like that a lot and set to move November 1st. I'm still stunned at how easily he let's me go, but if so he must not love me anymore (as he says) he is in love with ow however, I can tell, so can a mutual friend of ours, I wouldn't be surprised at all if she moved in shortly after I left.

We'll see how things progress.. If all goes well I'll take a vacation with some friends in November. I do need it.