Cam - Take things slow. I wouldn't rush to the attorney just yet. Your feelings are going to sway up and down for a while until you finally dial into what you want and what is best for you.
It takes guts to not see her now because you think you might get hurt. I am proud you made a tough decision to protect YOU and do what YOU need for now.
I'd just hang tight, GAL, and take care of yourself, and see what happens.
Even though you don't think so, you just took the first step of YOU being in control of this now. Kudos to you for that.
Also, don't be ashamed of the medication. Sometimes we need a little help. This is probably the worst thing you will face in your life... divorce is worse than death in some ways. If it can help level out your anxieties and allow you to function, then you can make better decisions for CAM.
Keep on keeping on!
Me: 43 W: 37 Together: 18 M: 15 D: 8 yrs old ILYBNILWY: March 2011 She Filed for D: August 2011 She moved out: Sept 1, 2011 Reconciled: May 2012 Divorce Case dropped: July 2012
