I am glad you are getting a lot out of your AA meetings. Yes, some people hit rock bottom and find they have hit it really hard. I guess your rock bottom was where you are now. Luckily you haven't lost it all.
Wow, a Breitling watch. Those are really nice watches. It wouldn't matter the service bill for it, it is special, from your W.
How did y'all got there? Life has a way of throwing stuff at us, and because we are so busy living our lives, working, raising children, etc, we don't always see it coming. Sometimes we do things, like drinking, working too much, letting friends and family come between us, other things that come in between us and our spouses. We are supposed to put them first, yet do we always do so? No, we don't. Even in Song of Solomon, it talks about the "little foxes" that ruin the vineyards. And it is talking about the problems that can come in to a M and ruin it. And one of the biggest of the little foxes is neglect.
I know you hate the idea of om being in the picture, but you know he is just that nasty old bandaid. Your W is smart, she will eventually see him for what he really is. I mean, what sort of man does that? So, put him out of your mind as much as possible, and think of you and the kids, and like you said make their time with you the best time. I can tell a big difference in you over the first posts you made.
Keep up the good work, it will pay off in the future, however it turns out.
