Thanks BM, I will survive. I'm tired though physically and mentally right now. I just have to allow the process to take place and I will rise again. I talked to the shrink yesterday and she was extremely pleased with I how handled everything. She said that when I began to pick up on things that didn't feel right (regardless of whether others were ahead of me on that) I took action and told her what would work for me and what would not. I didn't sit around waiting for it to turn out, or excuse explain away her actions. I acted. She felt that in the exchange I had with MM I was straight forward, honest but also respectful towards her. She also said that MM deserved some credit too. She listened to what I said, she didn't lash out, she didn't say 'I'm not listening to this" and leave. She took it and tried to maintain a friendly rapport. Shrink said there was no way she was going to interact on an emotional level with me but she stayed and went through the process. She also said it was, of course, ridiculous to claim we never dated. She said that many of our conversations were around setting up a R together. She felt MM was operating in a fog and just doing rather than thinking through her actions and it probably just overwhelmed her so she hit the denial button. May be, many not be. Anyway, she even said she felt MM might come back (don't know about that or even want that right now!) but if she does I need to slap on limits right away. She said MM is not a bad person (I never said she was) just very confused right now and made some bad choices. So, anyway. All is well...I guess! lol
