I feel the same way, I don't judge you, I think most people wouldn't judge. It is the worst feeling in the world, the feeling of being unwanted, discarded, worthless. It would feel bad if it where a total stranger, but it's coming from the man that is supposed to love us, care for us, give a [censored] about us. I am going though a similar situation, except for its Zero sex in 16 months, zero affection (verbal and non-verbal). I feel a lot of anguish over this, some days I blame myself, some days I blame him, I wonder why he's so selfish and cold. Anyone that would judge you has got to be oblivious to the hurt you are feeling. I am sorry I can't help you, I don't even know what to do for myself. I just wanted to let you know you're not alone, and you are understood, now if only we could understand our non-existent libido partners... X X X
