I just found out that she has a profile up on match.com. I think reality has just hit me that it really is over. My heart is broken. I really feel like it's hopeless. I don't feel like I can do the divorce busting thing anymore. I will continue to do what I'm doing for me, but I've got to let go of her and hope. I could ramble some stuff about how hurt I am, but I don't see the point. For my own sanity sake I have to move on. I really don't want to, but I have to.
