Wife no longer in love with me - Part 3

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I've just had this strange feeling come over me since sending that text - I think I'm done. I give up. I'm sick of this, sick of living in false hope, sick of what she's done to me.
I don't want to see her, I don't even know if I want to see her ever again - it's very weird. I've been obsessing over this and her since February and more so since April when she ended it.
I can't do this anymore. I can't pretend and believe in something that is never going to happen - I can't stop the inevitable. I feel sick in the stomach knowing this and now accepting it.
I'm going to call my lawyer this afternoon and get her to start the process and fight for what I'm entitled to.