David all of those feelings are created by our thinking. I have the same good days but mostly bad days. But what is the worse that can happen? Our WAW will leave us? They already have and we still alive? I tell myself that I don.'t need her to live. And it helps, Sure I love my W but right now she can't stand, me, live for you because she is living for her. I hope u sleep toniite rIt eally helps


M 53
D 20
Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24
Together 26 yrs
Married 16
W Filed for D 7/21/11
Served 9/6/11
D final 8/28/12

“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”

John Wooden