Okay, here it is...I just turned 34 and for the past two years I think my husband and I have had sex 7 times the entire time. I have friends who go on and on about their husband's sexual appetites and how annoying it is while I cry myself to sleep at night b/c my husband won't even touch me. I don't even bother anymore. I've talked to him to death. I've tried the outfits. I've tried being sweet and flirty to no avail. He is a great guy and cares about me and our kids, but I feel like my youth is fading away. If we don't have sex now, what am I to expect in our future? Nothing? Am I to live a completely sexless life? Hell to no I'm not. I don't know what else to do. Soon, he will be starting a new job across the country and we won't be moving around there until next summer giving me even more time alone. What I do feel is that I won't feel so rejected b/c there will be a reason for our lack of sex. But then ehre is my other thought...infidelity. How can I not? He says he's scared I will look elsewhere and I think to myself well duh!!! Of course I am going to! I need to feel young. I need to feel sexy. I need to feel desireable! By SOMEONE! and that is not coming from you!! I just got weight loss medication the other day and I'm starting my journey tomorrow and let me tell you its ON. I can't take this anymore at all. And I know everyone will probably be judgemental about my feelings, but its terrible. I'm a sexual being who needs to feel wanted. And I'm not getting that from my husband no matter what I do. I suppose this was a vent..sorry if its in the wrong spot, but I thank you for reading. Any insight or advice is appreciated.
