AC...I do want to see her, but I don't.
I do, as I miss her greatly. And I don't because whilst I know it could be light, its been so long since we've seen each other (early Aug) that I know it will stir up all sort of emotions, and given what happened a few days ago I'm sure she will talk R and reinforce her position.

My goal: I want my W back and the life we had, but an improved version.
I don't know what will bring me closer to my goal now - I feel it's probably too late, given her words and position.


M 35
W 31
Separated 2/2011 but still together
Ended it 4/2011
Together 8 yrs
Married 3.5 yrs
Lawyers involved 6/2011