Do what I can but still have questions 4

[soccerwife]

Last night I stood up to H and told him that if he wants to get a D, then he is completely on his own. I told him that I will not put ANY effort into it until I am legally required.

I had promised him a month ago that I would go to a mediation meeting to, in his words, "see what D would look like." I don't trust him at this point for mediation. So, I told him last night that I would go to the mediation mtng like I promised but he wouldn't like my statements and it would be a waste of his money.

We had quite a long argument about it and I overstepped a lot and fell back into old habits, but at least I was finally honest with him about what I am really feeling about the mediation meeting.

I felt great all day about myself and only had minimal regret about losing my temper last night. I have certainly turned it around this evening. Despite his anger with me at the moment, he is still being civil, that would normally take him a week to achieve after a fight.