David all of those feelings are created by our thinking. I have the same good days but mostly bad days. But what is the worse that can happen? Our WAW will leave us? They already have and we still alive? I tell myself that I don.'t need her to live. And it helps, Sure I love my W but right now she can't stand, me, live for you because she is living for her. I hope u sleep toniite rIt eally helps
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
I just found out that she has a profile up on match.com. I think reality has just hit me that it really is over. My heart is broken. I really feel like it's hopeless. I don't feel like I can do the divorce busting thing anymore. I will continue to do what I'm doing for me, but I've got to let go of her and hope. I could ramble some stuff about how hurt I am, but I don't see the point. For my own sanity sake I have to move on. I really don't want to, but I have to.
