Thanks for the response mishka. As far as the mortgage, my income looks too low because the bank won't take my support payment into consideration for the first 12 months.
As far as the rest I know. But knowing and feeling are two different things. My brain is ahead of my emotions but its taking forever to catch up. Plus he doesn't help when he wavers about things. Like he says he wants to stay friends and still does some things if I want them. It makes it hard to disconnect. Plus he says time might change how he feels which is the real kicker.
