Another lesson occured to me this morning. I FB'd MM the other day saying that I was leaving our time together in her hands due to her extremely busy schedule, let me know if.... Now, when she replied,which I did not expect" she basically said "Im so so sorry. I kind of a workaholic and when a new project comes up I throw myself right into it and it gets all my attention. I want to be the best when I start something. One of our P/T ers has now quit and I will probably cover for her until we find someone else." So, why would I not just say "thanks for letting me know, have a good day" What possessed me to open up a conversation she was in no way ready to have? All it did was get me layed out on the floor by a lady who felt trapped and was scratching at the door to get out unscathed (sorry she had to absorb a few blows before it was over but...). Bad move! I guess I thought her response was a signal that she wanted to maintain our connection. In hindsight there was nothing there that said "I want this connection" It was a notice stating why everything was going to continue as is, that's it. Live and learn. Hindsight is always so wonderful lol. Should have passed! Remember for next time...ugh.
