You may have to accept that he will never see you or hear you on the pregnancy thing.
You may have to accept that he's a man who holds on to tiny misgivings from the past and that affects his energy - his ability to be fully present - his love.
Yes, his love.
Whenever we're stuck in "lack" we're stuck in "poor me" and not love. Not a place of giving.
That's where he is.
Like CS said, the anger is pointless - it's only hurting you.
