Can my rollercoaster ride ever end?

[~¤DG¤~]

I can relate to that feeling as well.
When my ex-h and I split up, I despised him for all he did to me and our kids. It took a long time, and a lot of growing up on both of our parts, to get over that.
We actually have a very amicable relationship now, although I look at him and can't believe I ever loved or shared my life with him.
He's a stranger to me.
Regardless, if it wasn't for him, I wouldn't have my kids, and I love my kids.