Feeling tons better after being out of the house, getting my hair cut (it's adorable) and stopped at Starbucks for a peppermint cocoa. Mmmm delish. I'm in no real hurry to get home, I've been a recluse for the past 3 days and a change of scenery is needed.
Trying hard to not feel depressed. I wish I didn't hurt so much inside. I wish I could feel at peace inside. If anything, I just want to feel whole again. Even if that means not being with my H any longer.
I feel like I have the word "Loser" written across my forehead somewhere. People don't look twice at me. I feel like I'm nothing.
Last week when I was at the doctors office switching my birth control she told me to use precautions for the next week just to be safe. I about laughed out loud at that. Please....at the rate I'm going I'll be 40 before I am intimate with anyone ever again.
Yes...pity party of one...right here....
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
